Wish it could be different…
I couldn’t wait to get home earlier today. Being away so long made me miss this place. But all the while on the drive back home I couldn’t stop thinking that every single second that goes by it’s getting closer and closer. I can’t help but be afraid. I don’t want him to go. It’s hard to even imagine what it will be like not having him here every day. Seven years together has changed the both of us…it’s going to be tough not having the other half of me around. Some of the things I will miss the most are the simplest but I’m sure I’ll miss the annoying stuff too. <3 He’s my husband and my best friend. I couldn’t ask for anyone better. I’d like to start thinking that the sooner he goes, the sooner he’ll be back and of course I’ll be waiting for him!
